I’ve not been coping well lately.
The boys have been ill, Nate has been really ill
I worry, I worry to much.
And Hugo, any little thing, Im on the edge
I am so so scared that something is going to happen.
That he will get poorly again
That one of them will be taken away
I panic, tears flow
A little voice says “mama”
I feel like the luckiest person but the fear, it just doesn’t go away.
Will it ever get better, I don’t know
I can’t hide it anymore
The Fear .