It has now been 4 months since we became a family of 5.
4 months of getting used to being a mother of 3 children.
of the boys getting to know each other,
of school and nursery runs,
of Nate’s tantrums,
of Kyle “playing” at being dad,
of tears, thinking I can’t do this,
of feeling guilty that I let my little man get so poorly,
of feeling like I have let him down for not being able to breast feed,
of trying to split myself between all 3 children.
Being a parent is bloody hard but this week I feel like I have turned a corner. My Dr has been great and has shown me so much support since Hugo came home.
This week I have started to enjoying being a mum of 3, I have found my place in the family and the time to be me. I found my little bit of happiness again.