The Fear

Posted on March 18, 2014


I’ve not been coping well lately.

The boys have been ill, Nate has been really ill

I worry, I worry to much.

And Hugo, any little thing, Im on the edge

I am so so scared that something is going to happen.

That he will get poorly again

That one of them will be taken away

I panic, tears flow

A little voice says “mama”

I feel like the luckiest person but the fear, it just doesn’t go away.

Will it ever get better, I don’t know

I can’t hide it anymore

The Fear .

Posted in: My life