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The Fear

March 18, 2014


I’ve not been coping well lately. The boys have been ill, Nate has been really ill I worry, I worry to much. And Hugo, any little thing, Im on the edge I am so so scared that something is going to happen. That he will get poorly again That one of them will be taken […]

Letters to Matilda Mae

February 2, 2014


Dear Tilda. I have been trying all week to think of how I was going to write this letter and I almost gave up. I just can’t seem to find the words for what i would like to say, to let you know just how much you have given me, how special you are and […]

One year on…

December 1, 2013


So today is the 1st of December. Last year I was so so happy, two weeks before my due date thinking we would have the perfect xmas and new year with our new addition. How wrong could I be, 10 days overdue Hugo arrived on the 23rd, I spent xmas day tired, sore, mardy – […]


October 21, 2013


I write this with Hugo asleep on my knee, the rain beating down outside. As i look down I feel Lucky. Hugo is now 10 months old, he is a big baby, doing very well. He has come so far. I really believe that life sends us challenges to teach us how to be better […]

Does it ever get easier?

October 3, 2013


Today I dropped Nate off at nursery, bottom lip wobbling and all nervous. It was time for nursery again, he normally loves it nut since the “big computer” has been broken there hasn’t been a distraction for when I left. Tugging on my heart strings I left him. so so hard. Does it ever get […]

Back at it!

September 26, 2013


The school holidays are over and its now back to the grindstone, work, school runs, homework (the kids not mine) and I get to spend some time with just me and Hugo 🙂 Nate has now started Nursery and attends everyday. We have only had one day of tears because he missed me, so I […]

A letter to my 15 year old self ……

July 9, 2013


Dear 15 year old Jenny. Wow, its been 17 years since I knew you and so much has are no longer blonde and they invented GHD’s so you can finally get rid of those curls!. You learn so much along the travels and don’t always have it easy but these tests along the way […]