The Fear

March 18, 2014

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I’ve not been coping well lately. The boys have been ill, Nate has been really ill I worry, I worry to much. And Hugo, any little thing, Im on the edge I am so so scared that something is going to happen. That he will get poorly again That one of them will be taken […]

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Letters to Matilda Mae

February 2, 2014

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Dear Tilda. I have been trying all week to think of how I was going to write this letter and I almost gave up. I just can’t seem to find the words for what i would like to say, to let you know just how much you have given me, how special you are and […]

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Sealed with a kiss : 2013

December 31, 2013

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2013 has been one hell of a year. The start was hectic with Hugo being so ill and the remaining journey has taught me so much. Hugo is a fighter, he was left with problems following his illness but he is the happiest little boy you will ever meet and that’s all I ever want […]

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Worry

December 21, 2013

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I often wonder when I will stop worrying. When these irrational thoughts will go away. I know it seems crazy but I am still so scared that Hugo will get ill again. The last week he had a sickness bug (as did all the boys) After a couple of days he was well again but […]

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One year on…

December 1, 2013

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So today is the 1st of December. Last year I was so so happy, two weeks before my due date thinking we would have the perfect xmas and new year with our new addition. How wrong could I be, 10 days overdue Hugo arrived on the 23rd, I spent xmas day tired, sore, mardy – […]

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Today – My little star

November 19, 2013

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Today was Hugo’s Immunolgy appointment. As explained yesterday this is the first time Hugo has been seen by them since he had septacemia. The Dr checked him over and went over all his results from the previous visits and was very very pleased with him. His weight is on the 91st centile and height still […]

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Immunology

November 18, 2013

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Well it seems I have become a bit of a lazy blogger, shame on me! Life the boys and the business are taking up all my time at the moment but I still have this little space for when I need to just get the thoughts out of my head. Tomorrow Hugo will be attending […]

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Lucky

October 21, 2013

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I write this with Hugo asleep on my knee, the rain beating down outside. As i look down I feel Lucky. Hugo is now 10 months old, he is a big baby, doing very well. He has come so far. I really believe that life sends us challenges to teach us how to be better […]

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Does it ever get easier?

October 3, 2013

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Today I dropped Nate off at nursery, bottom lip wobbling and all nervous. It was time for nursery again, he normally loves it nut since the “big computer” has been broken there hasn’t been a distraction for when I left. Tugging on my heart strings I left him. so so hard. Does it ever get […]

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Back at it!

September 26, 2013

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The school holidays are over and its now back to the grindstone, work, school runs, homework (the kids not mine) and I get to spend some time with just me and Hugo 🙂 Nate has now started Nursery and attends everyday. We have only had one day of tears because he missed me, so I […]

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